Get Away

There are many who have cautioned the part of my path this path
that is so very familiar
familiar only because it has let me down in history.

I made many promises not to choose what i have chosen
only to have chosen it again.
as i tread by it I am plagued by what the consequences would be
only because its my own insecurity

i know that it is only my mental handicap
i know its the connection handicap
i know not when i time i became this handicap
but right now i know i am one

i am letting it be but with a struggle quite often
i am looking out, i can see
i just need to make the ends meet
since its been long and since its in me
i need to break it, only once at the cost of being ridiculed
then i think i can cure my own handicap
of what has become and what will be.