Drowning in the deepest ocean of thoughts and feelings I am .
I wonder where I am……..
Floating aimlessly in the universe with no boundaries I am
I wonder how I am………
Blind with eyes, immobile with legs, no body, no mind I am…….
I wonder what my thoughts are …………
Derailed at ever step, broken all the way I am…..
I wonder what my feelings are …...
Like the poor ship caught in the fierce turbulent sea, tossed furiously I am
I wonder whom to hold……..
Feeling like the eel on the moss I am
I wonder if this is all true……..
Truth as it seems hidden under the unformed earth beneath
I wonder what’s the purpose………
There is no meaning for the passed time
As I strive to make a meaning in the time to come
Is there so much time to create a difference
Difference of what is unknown
I am not sure where it is,
Looks strange for the stranger in life with strange thoughts, strange feelings, strange life….
As I search for what I don’t know
As I look for what I don’t understand
As I try to understand what I don’t understand
There is more of misunderstanding of what I understand
I wonder the purpose
Half life spent in looking for it, yet eluding
How long is this stint,
I am not sure…………………………………………….
It looks beyond human definition
Who the heck cares, who the heck
I care, I care, I really care……a wasted life.
